Feeling much better today. :)
Had a big fit yesterday evening and cried my head off while Jason laughed at me. For some reason he thinks it's hysterical when I have big sobbing fits. (He says it is because I am so cute and He loves how passionate I am, hopefully that is the real reason) After he quit laughing, he prayed for me and was very sweet.
I know God is working on earth. He is working in His church. Like He is working in me. I just need to be patient. It always seems to come back to that!